Last day of the year

Grabbing.. holding on to last few hours of 2008!

I am determine to spend it happily, with my favourite people...
My dearest friends, friends all my life:)

Lots of things going through my mind now.

Resolutions, my approach to a whole new year, organising different areas of my life, attitude, perspective and the list goes on and onnnnn.....

Done many many wonderful things recently. Twilight, Born into brothel, trip to arab street with childhood friends, unexpected dinner with childhood friends, upcoming joo chiat trip & MOST IMPORTANTLY my dear brother's PROMISE.

Suddenly im back to burying myself in books. READING. Chinese Cinderella at the moment.
(just one minor issue, I got down with some silly food allergy and had bloated eyes like goldfish yesterday. HAHA)

well.....

I'm all smiles.


More updates in next year.

love,
FJJ

My Grandpa's the TRUE HERO.

Today, I made an effort to observe my Grandpa. Was it that I have never look at him so closely or perhaps previously I never bothered to.

I realised my grandpa lao le. aged. I see the messy white hair, the white eyebrows, how thin he has become, how petite n boney he looks like in that white tee. He still have that loud voice though, and that humour who always never fails to bring a smile on my face.

I wish time stops for him.

He's REALLY handsome when he was young. Very man and suave. hahaha

He's able to kill HOUSEFLIES using his hands. GOSH even a young chap like my bro can't even do it. He still is a hero in my heart.

Today while we were all seated at the long dining table in the kitchen. A LARGE crocroach FLEW IN! All of us ladies ran for our lives. Even my uncles. Only my grandpa, he went forward.

KILLED that PEST WITH HIS HANDS. JUST HIS HANDS.

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Hero!

I love my grandpa.

updates!!

It has been a while since im here!

ok let's see... since Doll's birthday...

there's:

8th Dec - dinner with dearest 2/4s! at Astons. :)))))))))))))))))))))
11th Dec- Macro test chpt 3 - 6. DIFFICULT PAPER
12th Dec - Dinner with Ran & Ly. Soup Spooned at Tanjong Pagar( where our ex working place is). Went citilink for marvelous cream then to esplanade. took lots of nice pictures!
13th Dec - Doll's ballet perf. GREAT! then met hon n nyny at marina sq chatted.
14th Dec - BOS3. Took the senior citizens from amk family center to Spore Flyer. (I*&U(*@)(#*@)( that Mr K. He was just standing there. He don't know how to make himself useful. AIYO.
15th Dec - OTIA test. Not bad. hahaha
16th Dec- Yi's bdae! but havent celeb with her.
17th Dec - Dinner-ed with Qi n Merv at Astons again! (was shopping at this fashion with my mum b4hand. bought LOADS! they have nice things k. just that u have to DIG)
18th Dec - Rach's belated bdae dinner. (didnt go UOL bash. luckily i didnt! heard last yr's was better)
19th Dec - Disney theme Xmas party at Tim's place! I was Princess Fiona. EXCITING! we took like over 250 photos. Billy's ps3 guitar game is COOL. I'm addicted!
20th Dec - NRA's danzation at ngee ann. Went with Hon,yun,sa and yu. Met Doll,Sui and Ming there. Went sa's palce with just,hon and yu. Had lots of fun with sa's macbk photo booth! I have the most TOOT's photos
22th Dec- Jer Hsuan is overseas now! met up with lilin n hui, went arab street. Then dinnered at Waraku with the two of them + minmin and Aunt doris. 50% off total bill for ladies! AWESOME.
23rd Dec - Met Teng,ah Jian and Irene for teng's and irene's belated bdae celeb. shopped at bugis then dinner at MOF. Since a long time that I saw them!
24th Dec - Xmas Eve! Annual sumptious dinner feast at grandma's place. :))))))

Dec's always a wonderful festive season. Jan will be too! due to CNY. But i gave myself a deadline. That is to BIA & start my revision. This is a crucial year 2.

2009's approaching. It's time i think! Reflections!! It's my 21st birthday too.
I need the right mentality,resolutions and a more ORGANISED year.

think silin. THINK.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOLL!

Went to celebrate doll's birthday yesterday(7th December, Sun). It was fun, laughed non stop thanks to rach the joker. HAHA.

People present were:Doll,ming,me,deb,rach,ika,aneline,weiling & Tang ah ma.

We had dinner at azabu then went for 2hrs of gaming session at settlers. It was so FUN!

Especially the very very nice thing that ming mentioned. *eyebrows*


DOLLY! LOViNG you each day!! We quarrel,squabble, hates each other but still loves each other at the end of the day. HAHA. BA BA baaaaaa~~~~~~

to more years of FRIENDSHIP! hugs

loves,
FJJ

touch screen?!

You see, we are now living in the touch screen error.

I have the tendency to think that all new electronic gadgets comes in TOUCH SCREEN format. When I was at sony a few days ago, I went to touch a tv screen thinking that it's touch screen. When we go 10dollars club, we ASSUME that the screen is touch screen. When my friend changes a new phone, I would ask if its touch screen. Everything is touch screen. Music player,camera, blablabla.

T-O-U-C-H S-C-R-E-E-N.

hahaha.

How do i live without YOU(it)~~~~~~~~~~~~

How do I live without youuuuu, I want to knowww
How do I live without youuuuuuuu, if you ever knowwww
How do i ever, EVER SURVIVE?!

How do I, oh HOW DO I LIVE?!

Classic question: If you were to be stranded on an island, which 2 things will you take with you?
Ans: HANDPHONE and endless power supply.

URHHHHHH. you guess it. For the past 2 days(fri & sat), I have been hp-less. Which is definitely not a very good feeling. UNCONTABLE. It's like being cut off from the world. A few of my dear friends were searching high n low for me, at the same time, I wasn't ableto connect with the outside world. ( I was at downtown east chalet with my family frm fri till sat, hence had no access to the internet.)

I have to say, it's UNBEARABLE without a hp beside you. Even if it doesn't ring, no messages and there's absolutely no need to use it. It just doesn't feel safe if ur hp is not around you. Thats the feeling I get, its like a part of me was missing.

GOSH. I didn't know I'm so emotionally attached to my hp. What happen to the basic communication through phone and letters?! I NEED TO DO SMTH ABOUT IT.

Well at least after this incident, things got better. The URGE for my hp cravings have died down TREMENDOUSLY after I started using my mama's phone. (BOOOO to my sony ericssion phone. still got 3mths to go b4 I can change in MARCH) My mama's phone is too high tech till I have no idea how to use it. FAINTS.


loves,
FJJ

Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday?

I've decided to skip dance for this week. Something MUST BE DONE.

Going dancing has somehow become a chore/burden.

This shouldnt be the way. I need to DO SOMETHING. I'm sad. Dance has always been the centre of my life, a stage where I can express myself through the vibes, the grooves. I totally lose it now. I'm just DOING steps. Read a post by marc on Spore got dance recently. It was mentioned that a choreo withouht feelings,emotions is just steps with NO MEANING. How true it can be. I'm seriously thinking what I can do about it now. Who knows the 'feelings' for dance might just COME BACK one day.

Though i'm sad now, I will look forward to the day where i find joy in dancing ONCE again. :)

ok next. Recently, I just feel like taking a break. Taking a break from being SI LIN. Not that I don't like myself and what I'm doing. I just want to take a back seat, slow down, and appreciate the things around me. Like as much as I love to initiate and plan things, there were times that I would always wish that someone else would take charge of the situaiton. The luxury of just appearing at the gathering without the planning b4hand, the smses and whatsoever. As much as I like to take charge, it would be good if i can be lead on occasionally. HAHA.

Lasty, just want to exclaim LOUDLY. as LOUD as POSSIBLE.....

I LOVE DECEMBER and JANAUARY to BITS AND PIECES!!!

Looking at so many public holidays and missed lectures, this is truly fantastic. I have so much things planned out for me. :)))))))


loves,
FJJ

the OLD SOUL in me

well well WELL, I realised the silin living in me might not be 20 years old like the PHYSICAL me should be. It could be maybe mid 20s or even NEAR 30.

How I adore things that are old school. Interested in old old monuments, history, culture, old songs. and I'm sentimental, I like to keep things from the past. Be it all the notes n letters from friends, photos from my kindergarden (my kindergarden graduation photo is ENLARGED and right b4 my eyes as I type this), my prefect ties from PRIMARY sch all the way to sch ties from JC. ALL INTACT. and i sing REAL OLD lao KOK KOK songs when I go for my singing sessions.

Ok. I'm really OLD.


loves,
FJJ